Syed Aidid

It's awkward somehow when I put my title from a guy's name. So, let me get straight to the point.

I make this post because I respect him for what he had done all these while to us, the juniors of VSMU. He is currently 3rd year student, holding an Academic Bureau of the Malaysian Students Association (MSA). What I respect about him about is, he is who he is, don't like the others seniors I've met here in Volgograd. Yeah, different people, different approaches bla bla. But how many of us has this kind of approach- Devoting yourselves for others. Any of guys in here do that? Apart of Usrah, for me, usrah is just a simple thing. Why? To deliver Usrah, you don't need to revise the 2nd course's syllabus.

Not many of the seniors are like him. Well, maybe he's the only one I know apparently. I'm not saying that Usrah isn't as good as him, but, where else you can find someone like; few days before the exams started, he made a revision day that he wanna help the juniors to face their exam (while he was having his own exams too, even more, he's in third year with lots of things need to be read). He revised all the 3 semesters material, although just passing through fastly, he did help us a lot. But, it's absurd, lots of my seniors are much more smarter than him in term of the marks, got all 5 strikes, but fucking DO NOTHING. I will always respect him, because he is not like others, who just sit at home, studying like a psychopath, then score the exams. He plays badminton, he does religious thing, he contributes to us. What else?

Actually, he is not in the typical MARA's top student, who think about selfishness. Like my batch, I have Syukri, Pian and Husaini, who's being exactly like him, except that they would only help the batch-mates. And the most important thing is, I didn't even do the same thing as Aidid did, which mirrors my weakness in trying to contribute something to others. Sigh.

Gua repek la lu bro, keep it up!

Next up, about the Egypt thing. Stupid la !

Don't want an ending

Everything seems so fast right now. The holidays, the trains, the times, the days-left-before-I-get-to-work, all of that is getting fast, yet, I think I'm still unprepared for any of that to be happen. Ah, still another one, Kiamat, which is also getting fast, I don't know, maybe this Friday, next Friday and so on. And all of sudden many of my friends are using 'idk' that I have to google em' to find what's the meaning of that. Anyway, 'don't want an ending'   is a song sing by Sam Tsui, I bet you girls already them earlier than me. I've watched him singing since last semester, urm, around July 2010 or something because I was You-Tubing 'don't stop believing' song sang by Glee, then it came out that I found his version. Pretty good though.

Anyway, maybe today, or two or three days coming, I'm not going anywhere out of my home. I don't want that. What else can I do, my cat's Friskies already finished, pity them, they didn't have anything to eat for tomorrow. I wanna go out, but, I have some problems with my house key which totally annoys me. If go out, then certainly I can't go in back. Fuck that, really. I think I might have to call someone to come over my house and buy him pizza which somehow attracts him to come over my house, then, I can go out. But first, he must come here in my house first, or else, it'll end the same. Trapped in -10 weather, or in your refrigerator I you wanna imagine that. I'm certainly have to buy something.

Actually, I've been niat-ing all day long that I would open my Biochemistry book. ( Are you seriously BIOCHEMISTRY, isn't there another book?). Yes, I am. I would like to read Immunology, but that topic seems so hard that I barely can open that book. I mean, the PDF book, still hard to open it even with a double mouse click. -.-". Then, I ended up enjoying Rock-Kapak songs. Arghh. I am someone who is able to change my mind in a second of time. Like the flight ticket. Light me taking this medic thing. Like I was buying 1 Zara jacket, but ended up I bought 2 jackets. Like, I really wanna buy that Yonex T-shirt no matter what the price is, then when I arrive there, I didn't buy it because it is ridiculously expensive with large size. And all other likes.

And today I also had a some conversation with my family. It was actually suppose to be normal, but since my Mak Caq suddenly appear in my house, I know what will happen. Exactly, it will be about me kawenning. Please please mak caq don't drag that thing, my ears turned to read already. Arghh. Anyway, about that, later on I'll tell you guys. Earlier, I was talking with my sister, Hannah, who is on weekend holiday (?). Yeah, bla bla she keep asking me few things about MRSM Langkawi, priorly about what to buy, what she should wear, and yes, there are few things that I wasn't quite sure. I'll tell her by tomorrow what she should buy exactly, because, I'M NOT A GIRL LA in Langkawi. But I did tell her that, DON'T TELL YOUR BROTHER WAS AN EX-LANGKAWIAN. The problem is not me. The problem was caused by me, I just don't wanna her to get involve in this. With Miss KB. I bet all of the girls in MRSM Langkawi knew how I was back then in MRSM Langkawi. Anyway, Hannah, although your hair is reddish naturally, please, do not tell others about me as your brother. You didn't play Badminton, then shut up, or else they'll expect you to play as good as me. Me good kah maen kah badminton kah????!!!

Okay, about Mak Caq. Actually she was so obsessed with my wedding planning. I don't know why. She wanna arrange my wedding with flowers bla bla heaven bla bla theme bla bla. Those are the things she commonly gonna talk with me, EVERYTIME I visit her. Normal. Suddenly, she said, "I'm gonna find you a very good and perfect wife to you, you just sit there and study until you become a doctor". I was like "Mak Caaaaaq, I want Russian!!!". My mom was there too, she just laughed. But I seriously didn't wanna Russian pun. And I mentioned to her about me wanting a Cikgu, instead, she'll just "Okay, a good, perfect Cikgu then". Looking at me, I am nothing la, don't deserve anyone la. Anyway Mak Caq, I'm gonna be single until I am 37 :P, maybe at age of 38, you can find me one. Yeay.

Got to go. Nothing urgent, but my cats are starving to death. =) Bye bye.

Salam.

Jumaat: Gamble

Salam.

Damn damn damn, hari ni hari Jumaat, seriously tak teringat nak baca surah Sajadah. Ahhhhh stress. Bukan hape, stress sebab rugi la kan ingat senang nak bangun subuh on time okeh, before azan okeh. Well, actually tuh sebab gi gamble memalam tido awal semalam dalam pukul 12 40 camtuh, dengan tak sembahyang isya'. Okeh, sound kaper, tapi sesaje buat kot kot boleh bangun, but it worked!! yeay. Aduuuh, stress la cam ni kan tadapat baca surah sajadah, setelah sekian lama tak baca surah tuh time sembahyang, apart of sesaja baca macam menyanyi (bukan dalam tandas eheh) kan, so sekali sekala teringin gak nak sujud sajadah.

Sebab the only time I have is now, during the holidays. Pfft la pfft la.

Lama gila tak main badminton, so petang ni kena pegi training jugak. Since the competition are coming around, i think i should go to gym. Tolong eh, saya pegi bukan untuk bentuk badan eh, berketul ketul macam biceps di atas biceps eh, bukan eh, saya pegi sebab nak agility and tangan yang super kuat. ITU JER. Adalah suka okeh dapat smash kuat kuat nanti. Gosh i hate everything that orang cakap 'eh ko buat ni nak tunjuk kat pempuan ko kuat ehhhhhh?!!!', i was like "wtf?"

okeh hari ni hari jumaat, kena pergi smbhyg jumaat walaupun jauh. wuwuwuwuw tau tak orang orang di malaysia patut bersyukur masjid dekat, tuh pun malas nak pegi. ceh. aku pun same je act.

gtg, bye2. salam.