Masihkan aku rendahkan martabat aku?

Salam,

Okay, again this is all about the practical. Screw the seniors who gave such stupid damn ass reasons for us not to do the practical back there in Malaysia. So, I'm such a big headed, yet, I must lower my ego when it comes something that I don't really know off, like I'm good at badminton, only the master of the good can say something to me, sorry, it's my ego. I'm no good in controlling my ego.

But, then, ego won't take you anywhere, yet, you just keep screaming I the best yet you're just a NOOB. Like me. Okay, regarding the practical stuffs, what I have to say here is, I've made my decision. No to complicate things, not to rush things, focus on one thing (apparently exams), so I've decided my stand regarding the practical. I chose the best out of the best selection of choices.

I'm doing practical both HERE and Malaysia (nursing practical). WHY? Last night, I'd made my stand that there's no point arguing with those stupids, yet, I chose someone who knows best about this matter (since he had already done practical from 3rd to 4th year). I chose abang Ramdan to give me some advices about my dilemma and I told him every single thing, every single of my point just to clear out my confusion. So, here's the deal, apparently, what he said is right. He's not one of other stupids (just to clear this out). What he said? :

First Part

salam hafidz.

situasi hafidz saya ambil maklum.

satu tindakan yang bagus kalau hafidz sedar akan kepentingan buat elective pracs kat malaysia. faedahnya hafidz sendiri sudah nyatakan. Saya tidak melihat akan ada masalahnya, setiap tahun student kita boleh buat pracs kat malaysia, even sebelum diwajibkan pracs musim panas kat rusia ni atau selepas diwajibkan, kita masih possible buat pracs kat malaysia.

Cuma baru2 ni kita dapat tahu satu perubahan yg amat positif - kalau buat pracs kat malaysia, maka xperlu stay utk summer pracs kat rusia. alhamdulillah.

tapi sebab masa yang amat singkat sekarang ni, maka eloklah tahun ni hafidz dan kita semua selesaikan pracs kat rusia ni. Tahun depan kita berazam utk apply pracs kat malaysia, dan setlekan awal2 dgn dekanat utk kita dpt balik just after summer exam.

sy mula buat pracs kat malaysia sejak tamat 3rd year. Dan tahun ni saja ada lebih 5 org 3rd yr yg diuruskan utk buat elective pracs kat malaysia.

bagi saya masih terlalu awal utk student 2nd yr buat pracs kat malaysia, kerna level 2nd yr di rusia adalah sama dgn 1st yr medic malaysia. nnti akan timbul masalah termasuk teori dan basis clinical dan culture shock.

Masa yang plg sesuai adalah seminima 3rd year (tahun paraclinical) dan 4th yr, 5th yr (clinical years)..

teruskan menanam minat utk pracs tu..belajar drp buku mmg tidak akan membawa apa2 faedah utk kita menafikan incompetency among russia-graduated doctors..

harap dpt membantu hafidz.

tawakkal alallah."

Second Part

"pada pendapat saya, tahun depan hafidz boleh buat praktikal yg betul2. Walaupun uni kita tetapkan yg kita perlu menjalani praktikal ambulance, tapi iAllah akan ada usaha kami utk cuba apply drp St. John atau PBSM utk join mana2 program mereka..dpt dlm seminggu pun ok la..dpt minta diorg sign dan cop dan bagi sijil sekali pun xpe sbg bukti nak tunjuk kat dekanat kita.. then selepas tu hafidz akn ada masa yg byk dan boleh teruskan dgn praktikal di hospital malaysia pula utk clinical..

1. Tahun ni, buat praktikal summer kat rusia + nursing practical kat malaysia

2. Tahun depan, apply utk 2 praktikal di malaysia (iaitu ambulance st.john or PBSM dan praktikal clinical di hospital)

Kita guna kaedah cuba jaya. Kalau tahun depan st.john or PBSM luluskan pemohonan kita, then kita guna kelulusan tu utk xperlu buat ambulance practikal kat rusia. Kita balik awal ke malaysia, then xperlu pun pergi ke ambulance practikal, tapi pergi ke clinical praktikal di hospital (selepas kita apply). Tentang diari semua tu, just ambil cop dan pengesahan daripada hospital dimana kita buat clinical practical tu.

harap2 hafidz faham apa yg cuba saya sampaikan."

Conclusion

He got the point right. So, I'm taking both benefits, here and there :). This so much better yet I have to do everything for myself for my rpactical in Russia. I hope that everything is gonna be fine. iA. For Aynn and Etie, please do try to read this, because, it might make you think twice on where we are standing now.

p.s: jangan risau la pasal nama university la apa, tuh semua pointless, tak ada significance apa-apa pun. Jadi, cuba korang fikir-fikirkan. Abang Ramdan ada point dia. Cuma depends kat korang, adakah korang akan make the best out the choices sekarang?

p.p.s: Kalau korang insist jugak, takpe, go on dengan plan korang. Bukan tak ada faedah apa-apa, akan ada faedah untuk setiap usaha kita. Jangan hesitate. Pengalaman korang boleh dikongsi. :)